looking back (as the New Year rolls in)

If you go to a party tonight, i hope it is delightful
The title might also give you a little smile, as the topic is still spanking....
I am just wondering if you ever look back after the spanking has started?
Are you hoping to see the spanking implement being put away?
 Does the look try to convey your sorrow for the reason you are being spanked?
Does your look show anger at being spanked?
because a determined spanker will just conitnue even harder, as evidenced by this young woman
 Is your look of sorrow trying to lessen the harshness of the spanks out of pity for your plight/
or are you just looking to see the swing before you feel the burn?
I must admit that after a few really harsh cane strokes, I sometimes look back and Cindy relents saying, well maybe three (or some other number more). I do this involuntarily, and am trying my best to stop this practice. A spanking earned should be a spanking fully delivered until the spanker is happy with her efforts.
This is a wonderful collection of women's spanked bottoms, as I have not easily found ones of men looking backwards.

bottoms up
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